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DAYGLOW FREE LOVE(?)
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LAURAB
07:02
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come fuck me where the guard dogs play, ah
I’m waiting and I mean to stay, yeah
let’s show ourselves a real good time
let everybody see your face, yeah
come fuck me where the guard dogs play, ah
o, holy ghost and magistrate yeah
what’s it mean when the stars bleed out,
and you’re the one who’s got to pay, yeah
we can fuck while the neighbors watch
until we burn the varnish off
it’s a dance we’ve practiced all our lives
that reeks of cruel dissatisfaction
call me in a bit, tell me when you’re coming
i’ll make it worth the trip
i don’t think I love you, just want you to stay
keep it in the past, there’s no time to waste, now
it’s not a big deal, I’m just obsessive
it’s not your fault, I’m just sensitive
don’t make it real, I’m too invested
it’s not a guilty pleasure, I’m just inventive
it’s not something I couldn’t handle
but, it’s not the first time I couldn’t answer
I’m not afraid, I just can’t
look you in the face
I can hide it real well, if you just put me in my place, yeah
//chorus//
all my love it goes out to you, but
try and choke me with your fingers cut, now
try and vomit while I sew you shut
try and say my name without a tongue, yeah
all my love it goes out to you, and
never underestimate the truth
let’s all begin to shed our skin
let the spirit of monoxide in, yeah
we can fuck in our neighbors wall
interlock our ribs at last
with an aftertaste like vomit
that’ll leave a nasty gash
clench the pain from between my teeth
put your hands where they shouldn’t be
these murmurs turn to whimpers,
our secrets are apocalyptic
and this world won’t end without you
we can leave scars as memoirs, and
gnaw the pleasure from the scabs
and coat our throats with the waste
so, put your fucking weight on me
pry apart my jaw
empty all your cavities
right down to my heart
I’m feeling for your warmth
and licking up the rest
you can break, snap, crush, spit it back on my chest
//chorus//
is your entrance the same as your weapon
the same one you use to carve your affection?
and is my subversion only a cure
for a blindness that mistakes your expression?
and am I numb? or just not human enough?
and when our tongues fight back
when you start to drift, and your eyes wander
can you spot the rift?
where do you want me to go?
I’m your girlfriend not your teacher
I’m your lover not your preacher
I’ll air my sexual disguise
in a scream of bitter fear
I’m your haunt in falling flight
and a coward playing creature
and this past is playing future
to voyeurs of bleeding light
I don’t want you to see me like this
your bird’s nest right between my lips,
I, I'm on my knees now, with you above me
can I convince you, that you love me?
while we make our oceans convulse
with the discharge in our stomachs
and this dream weapon collapses
another faithless climax
so don’t fuck me til you say my name
that last one couldn’t say it to my face
make it like the first time
with your mouth wide open, can you take me for a ride?
I’m not worried about the nosebleeds
I’m not afraid of you
I’m not human enough for you
and you’re not human enough to die
you’re not human enough for me
is this just too fucking real?
I just lose my touch now and then
I don’t see you when I’m with you
and every lie is a theft
so we can fuck while the neighbors watch
and forget you ever saw me
because you never saw me
you were never worth it
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